This year has been a rough one for me, not gonna lie. Deaths in the family, and less close to home, the generally chaotic state of the world, and the news stirring people into constantly catastrophizing everything (and not without justification, it just gets mentally draining to see it all the time). The 2020s have been a generally crappy decade thus far to put it extremely mildly, and I have no idea what anyone could ever find nostalgic about it in the future (but I’m sure it will happen anyway), besides maybe the music. I’m going to be turning 40 next year, so I have that weighing over my head, as I prepare to perhaps flip the mixtape of my life to Side B, more or less. And what songs have gone on the audiobiography during this very tumultuous year? Glad you asked. These are my favorite songs that came out this year, for those of you who think music hasn’t been good since the 20th century. My tastes haven’t changed much, still mainly into goth genres.
The music video is an intrinsic element of this song in almost the same way as Peter Gabriel’s “Sledgehammer” is to its music video, so I’ll go through the trouble of embedding it. Worm Man is a criminally underrated industrial group from Serbia. They have two albums out, this particular song was a single that might be on a forthcoming album. The music video is very Doom-like, as in the gory shooting game from the 1990s. The song kind of reminds me of my conservative little Florida town I’m living in, where there are indeed cops hiding around every corner waiting to ambush you with a $200 ticket for not stopping at a stop sign for three whole seconds. I might be speaking from experience here.
Shonalika is a solo-project by a British-based video essayist who goes by the alias Shonalika, who often on their YouTube channel speaks out about social justice problems within the goth community. They have a lot of interesting content and ideas. This song in particular is about chronic pain getting in the way of trying to have a good time when you’re at the goth club dancing, something I have a lot of experience with due to my spine and tailbone issues. The ravages of time on our bodies shouldn’t get in the way of having fun, but it does. Nice to have a song about it.
It’s always exciting when Lebanon Hanover comes out with a new album. I’ll never forget how well their 2020 album Sci-Fi Sky seemed to just perfectly coincide with the Covid pandemic, becoming part of the soundtrack of that year for me. When this song released back in June, someone in the comments jokingly asked the Millennials listening if they were okay, as it’s a very dark, brooding song. Well, if you want to know more about my mental state in my childhood listen to something like Local H, Oasis, Smashing Pumpkins. If you want to know about my mental state this year, listen to this song. (Okay, I’m just being edgy.)
I waited four years for this album, and it didn’t disappoint. This song is about the stranger in the mirror, or rather, how your perception of your self changes over the years. Perhaps we don’t look the way picture ourselves looking anymore, as we age. It takes on a new meaning if you’ve ever had depersonalization bouts. Then you really see a stranger in the mirror. Creepy stuff, that is.
I think I had dismissed The Midnight for a while as being “like, so 2017”. I had a synthwave phase in the late 2010s that kind of ended around the time of the pandemic when things got darker and I moved to post-punk instead. But I happened upon this song, right around the time summer was ending. And I ended up liking it. It was soothing. It set itself in my mind as the song of September 2025. It makes me mourn the loss of simpler times, this song. I mean I’m usually the first one to dance on the grave when summer dies, especially since coming to live in Florida where the humidity is just awful. But that doesn’t mean I don’t have good memories from the summer. Some people were still alive last summer that aren’t now. Sigh. I have a hard time listening to this song now, come to think of it. Winter has taken hold now. 2026 is looking very uncertain, potentially grim, I don’t know. I’ll try not to be pessimistic, and march forward. I’ll continue to be strong for my loved ones, and I will get that book published.
My Favorite Songs of 2025
2025 (44 Songs)
- No Man Cry - One Pack of Cigarettes
- Nürnberg - Black Sabbath
- FEVR - Dark Reflections
- Ratpajama - Deadbeat
- Worm Man - Everyone is a Cop Except Me
- The Red Moon Macabre - Tin Man Heart
- Ghost Cop - Shot in the Dark
- Noche Miseria - Awake
- This is Not Music - The Perfect End (The Kovenant cover)
- Ministry - Revenge (Squirrely version)
- Vilisia Odell - My Sin
- Soft Vein - Through Blinds
- Doist - Alone in This Room
- Routine - Rescue Fire
- False Flowers - Dorothea Puente’s Ghost
- Genetic Error - Fake World
- Silver Tears - No Retribution
- Total Trist - Visitas
- Claudia Kane - Villainess
- GØRS - Nahual
- Grandson - Brainrot
- High Tech Trash Punk - Too Poor to Die
- Shonalika - Maggot
- Casket Cassette - The End of the Whole FKN World
- Cold Union - Drown Me
- Lila Ehjä - Vague
- Lebanon Hanover - Torture Rack
- SYZYGYX - Stranger
- Vampir Éternelle - Panic & Leather
- Forgotten Graves - Left Hand Path
- Lawn & Garden Department - Cosmicbody
- The Long Losts - Never Land
- The Midnight - Summer’s Ending Soon
- Dancing Plague - Turn To Dust
- Das Ich - Lazarus
- Scary Black - Drunk Angel Sanctuary
- Diary of Dreams - The Chemistry of Pain
- Divina Blasfemia - Decansa
- The Occasion - A Shame That Shouldn’t Be Mine
- Post-Punk’er - My Realm
- Diva Destruction - All I Want (Das Ich Remix)
- Heimberg - Vow
- Fun Fun Fiebertraum - UTOMA
- Cuspid - Flyaway